Story Of My Life

It sucks.

2009-09-08T22:11:00.001-07:00

I know i`m weak. Your always on my mind. It sucks to think of you because you have already move on. It sucks a lot. I wanted to give you everything that you hoped for. Yeah my love for was that strong. I dont mind cos your smile meant the most to me then. I dont mind waiting. Eh? Wake up larh Fahmi, Fahmi dont wait ^_^. Save me from this awful thoughts that are stuck in my head? Oh dream on larh, You wont save me. All you do is leave me behind desperate and hurt me. The awful truth. I`m a just a replacement of your friends. When they are busy, you find me. Bye. Last Post. I`m closing my blog with this post.
Bye bye all (:
Wishing upon a shooting that i could just turn back time and choose a different school. And we will be strangers. You hurt me a lot.

2009-09-08T08:45:00.000-07:00

B-O-R-I-N-G D-A-Y!
Today was ermmmm, Boring. Nothing much happened. Didnt do anything thing interesting.
Dota the whole dayyyy! From morning until now. Eh, not morning but afternoon! Nyahahahahaah!
My parents really pissed me off. They actually bought my Hari Raya shirt.
It was supposed to be Brown but thennn, its RED! AGAIN!? Fuck them. And the clothes were like big for me larh. Still tag team with each other say its just nice for me? OHHHH CMON! I aint some 2 years old kids that you can lie to. It might work on my adik but sorry not me. I`m 16 okay?
Fuck life.
Any kind hearted soul here that willing to grant my wish?
I want a BerkinStock slipper mannnn!
Must buy before RAYA! Siann! Need to save AGAIN!

Its clear now that u dont want me around you.
I`m a boy toy yknow.
I dont wait.
Byebye now,remember the way i treat was ermmmm, SIMPLY the BEST.
Nobody can replace me.
Or can be better than me.
Try finding.
U wont suceed.

2009-09-06T10:23:00.000-07:00

Gays night out!
Today daddy decided to bring me and brother out to get some clothes and stuffs.
We went Ion cos at there got a lot of shops.
Bought myself 4 stuffs (:
2 shirt , 1 pants and a belt.
All just nice 200 bucks.
And the COOLEST part is that i dont need to take out a single penny!
Ha ha!
Wanted to break fast at Pizza hut but it was full!
What the hell!
Ate at Mcdonalds instead.
Daddy dropped me at Limbang.
Dota session, went home straight.
Yknow what, i thought i was broke but i found out there is 5 bucks in my jeans.
How the hell it stuck there? I dont fucking know(:
Yay! I got 5 bucks(:

2009-09-05T08:03:00.000-07:00

When facial today! Yes uh!!!
It was painFULL! Damn pain larh. Didnt expect that it will be this painful ;/
The redness on my face has decreased ! (:
Will be going again aft 15. Cos 15 is my pay day! Nyahahahaha!
Went to Lot one to meet up with Amin.
He wanted to buy a lot of things larh.
Rich fuck!
Bought earpiece only in the end.
The rest, he cant find.
Headed home to wash up then i proceed to Amin house to break my fast (:
Izzy a.k.a Farish Girfy cooked again and it taste great (:
Dota session again...
A fight between me and a friend of mine almost broke up BUT it didnt (:
So yeah, so friend if ur reading this, I`m sorry (:

Look At Me

2009-09-04T07:57:00.000-07:00

On the left is ME

Casper!

Okay today.....
Broke fast at Amin house
Very fun yknow.
No parents.
Cook ourself.
I did the most thing there. I helped them to do nothing basically.
I have maid at home sooo yeahhh, i dont wash dishes or cook.
Went to limbang after that.
Dota one game, went home straight cos i wanna chat with someone(:

Oral!

2009-09-04T00:14:00.000-07:00

Friday friday friday!Hahahaha. Next week, one week holiday! Cool or what? (:
Received my report slip, passed a few fail a lot (:
Cannot slack already larh.
Aft school, get ready for oral(:
English oral, sucks
Malay oral, sucks more!
No confident larh.
When i reached at teacher, all the words suddenly disappeared.
Nervous.
English conversation was funny.
Teacher:Who was your favourite scientist?
Me: Albert Einstein...HAHAHA
Teacher: Why?
Me: Because his the only scientist i knew.
Teacher:Okay you may go
Please dont fail me (:

D:

2009-09-02T10:05:00.001-07:00

Gahhs! Cant wait for next week ^_^
One week holiday,here i come
School was boring,seriously!
Daddy please go overseas again! And yeah bring mummy along too please.
Hmmmm, okay today after school, met up with FarishGirlfy and Amin outside school.
FarishGirlfy went off first cos she got a photoshoot.
Hopefully tmr, i`ll be going facial. I really really wanna go D:
Slept until break fast.
Meet up with friends for another Dota session (:

It sucks coming to school cos i cant avoid you.

2009-09-01T00:45:00.000-07:00

Oh baby, I dont know why it seems like i cant let you go. All i know that it sucks to be in this position once again. I swore to myself that this will be the last. Looks like i was trusting the wrong person all this time.Now i look like a fool. Should not have trusted you at all.Words that you said simply dont mean a thing. Congrats for fooling me. Now, i find it hard to move on. Oh yes its true but i know i can i`m strong. Its true that i`ll think of you everytime even before i tucked myself to bed. Yes its true that your worth sacrificing for. Phew thank god i didnt do anything major for you. Only tongue piercing, Oh yes it was for you actually. Oh ex, can you please leave my mind now? Please get out of there can you? Pretty please (:

Come and take me away

2009-08-31T23:59:00.000-07:00

Secondary ONE!

Facial cancelled!Full slot. Gahhs no worries, will be going by this weeek,
Will be going out sooon.
Go imm celebrate Farish birthday at Secret Recipe ii think (:
Will put up some pictures,maybe only (:

I dont want t be alone.

2009-08-30T22:58:00.000-07:00

Teachers day celebration today.
So yeah, Happy Teachers` Day! (:
Friend told me smth, i felt so hurt,cheated and many more.
I felt mainly sad uh. D:! Booooohooooo.
Went to primary school.
Damn bored larh. I decided to talk to some Primary school girls.
Heh, make new friends (:
Edit~
Ohhhh fuck! Parents came home already.
They bought alot alot of chocolate and all of them taste great!
Get jealous everyone cos its from EUROPE!
HAHA.
Meet up with my friends, dota then slacked until 1.30, i went home.
No moooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooood.
Tmr meeting Farish Girlfy cos i wanna go facial!
Nyahaahahahahaahaha.

Words you said. The way you use the words, yknw i was right.
But what the hell.
I broke down in tears, u were laughing away.
This show how much you love/care.
Great.
My love for you was strong. I need time. I tried a few times to forget bout you last time. It was hard. I dont know if i can do it this time round. Still love you? Hell yeah.
Now i`m waiting for your answer.
Maybe this decision was a mistake.
But i`ll leave you for good, i promise. You dont need me.
I am all alone. Maybe this was just a game to you.

No Kick!

2009-08-30T07:33:00.001-07:00

Today was quite funnnnn(: !
Slacked at limbang until 4pm.
Proceed to Yusuf block to meet him.
We then realised that we were actually have a lot more time to spare.
Went to Limbang againnn.
Slack until 5++ we went to Russel house.
Its was quite fun uhhh.
Drink drink drink. But the only problem is that i cant get drunkkkkk!
Wthell larh!
9pm, walked back to lot one with girlfy and friends.
She lrt-ed home & i bus-ed home (:

*Guys,please dont ask me question. Ur guys aint helping me yknw. You guys are just making me to have a second thoughts. I love her.The end(:

Ohh baby, all i need is you. Your love is the only thing that matter the most to me. Your mere presence is enough to make me smile. And there are no medication to cure my heartsick, there's only one remedy for it - you

2009-08-29T19:29:00.000-07:00

Fuck all China workers larhhhhhh!
Haix,steal my chocolate D:
Nvm nvm,reached home around 3.30am today.
My bus driver was a china dude.
One advice to all china ppl coming to Singapore, PLEASE learn some basic english first (:
Its hard to give him direction._.
Need to point then he know. $#%%^#%!@ ~

We have been so far together,lets not waste our time by quarreling uhkayys

2009-08-28T10:37:00.000-07:00

Woah, what a tiring day today.
Was supposed to go home with girlfy today but Farish asked me to accompany him so yeah, i followed him instead cos i promised him that i`ll accompany him. SAD!
Cab to Airport. Slack till 2.45, his girlfy check-ed in alr. Went home straight aft that.
Slept for 2hr++ break fast at home.
Rushed to town to meet up with friends.
Dota for 2 games only then cabbbb backkkk home.

Words that you said,hurt me alot and its true. I just wanna know what happened its not that i wanna why and who its for. I know u wont cheat me. I just dont wanna see you sad. You dontdont anyhow assume please.You dont want me to disturb you right? No worries i wont. You life, what am i to you? Nothing i bet.Boys come and go for you.You dont see from my point of view. I told you every single detail that you wanna know. Althoughsial. I dont wanna look like a fool. Dont make me look like one can? know my intention for asking. So there`s not a need for you to know, i still do tell you right?What the hell

Trust me

2009-08-27T08:58:00.000-07:00

Gahhhhs~ I seriously regretted not studying for tests D`:
I managed to pass 3 subjects only.
English,Maths and Science only.
All just pass also ._.
Shit shit shit, i dont wanna retain again.
Will slack more with my study buddies alr ^_^

Happy Birthday ENQI
Happy Birthday 16 brother. Although i am bigger then you, i`m still shorter than you. D:
Hope that all your dreams will come true eventually! If it doesnt just wish upon a shooting star and it will eventually come true (:

I used to have doubt on you but now, the feeling has been erased. I trust you.I'll never feel alone again with you by my side.We have gone through good and bad times and we`re stronger now. You've been there from the start for me & your love has always been true as can be.Nothing in this world can be compared to you.Baby, i give my heart to you

All around singapore!

2009-08-26T09:36:00.000-07:00

Didnt attend school today. Maid still freaking woke me up at 6am when i told her that i`m not going to school. I cant get back to sleep aft that.. Yeah yeah yeah FUCK HER! ( ; . I regretted skipping school today. I was dead bored at home. Farish asked me to tag along with him since he is going to Eunos with his girlfy. Met him at Lot 1 ard 11.30am. His girlfy as per normal didnt finish her meal so i ate the rest of it! Nyahahahahaha. Slack outside Lot for awhile then we went to Eunos by cab.
Must stand for the whole freaking journey sial! Reached Eunos, bought some Bun which only 1 buck each, soooo cheap yet its delicious ^_^ . Went t some place, cant rmb. Slacked awhile. Then we bus to Jurong East! 2 hours PLUS journey. I was having buttttttt cramps.
Reached JE, mrt-ed to cck.
Went home to break fast.
Went out aft that for another dota session.
That`s all

Baby, i love you( :

I wannnnna change my voice

2009-08-25T08:56:00.000-07:00

Today was rather a fun day.
When school for only 3 periods today.
Called someone to bail me out from school today.
His friend drove me back home.
Reached home, get ready myself to meet girlfy to send her home and Rudi and friends for slacking time (: .
Slacked for awhile, i headed t Rudi house to get Warcraft disc XD!
Went home, sleeep for awhile.
Break my fast a lil late cos i was sleeeping D: .
Went out after that for another Dota session.
Reach home about 11.30++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++.
Should i go school tmr?Or stay home?
Confuseeeeed.

Oh baby.Your seriously someone damnnn special to me.
I love you.
Always & All ways.

:/

2009-08-24T10:02:00.000-07:00

Mummy and Daddy went overseas.They will be back 31 august. Will enjoy myself.
Enjoying myself with friends till late night (:
But there`s one freaaaaaking problem. I tend to spend allowance on shits.SAD!
Today went home aft school.I skipped malay and some thingy aft school. Hopefully wont get into trouble tmr XD.
Dota with friends.
Slacked till 12,went home aft that.
Why is life sooo boring?

The reason why i over-reacted is cos that i took the risk to skip class just to be with you. You always push it to some other days to meet me. And another reason was FRIENDS! Keep brain washing me to break up. Look what they say dont matter to me at all. They are not FAHMI, they dont know the way that i love you. Leaving you ain`t easy for me. I`ll be hurting myself if i let that happen.Trust me,when i tell you that i love you god damn much.I`m hopelessly falling in love with you okay girlfy.You know that right?

Crap

2009-08-22T00:52:00.000-07:00

Ouh crap! Fasting starts today>_>.
Aim is only 2 days of fasting.
First and last!
Wooohoooo.
But i really think that today, i`ll break my fast cos i got work later. And i wanna smoke so badly.
Gahhhhs.
Will update later, after work.
~Edited~
Work from 6-1030 today
Event ended early today so yeahh.
Luckily girlfy was not asleep when i`m done with work.
She pei-ed me till i reached home(:
Yay.
I didnt fast today XD
Cos i decided to smoke b4 i start working.
But for me, i`m fasting uh.
Heh.
Will fast tmr.
Maybe only (: .
Okay okay gonna sleep now Byebye
2 or 3 years? Its nth. We`ll last

(:

2009-08-20T22:00:00.000-07:00

Sorry guys for not updating for quite some time. Aint me fault! Internet crazy uh this few days.
Hmm, Common test had just ended today. Didnt study for any topic. No mood. Argh, cannot end of year cannot slack already larh! I pass my maths (: . English i get 9.5/20! 0.5 more marks. Heh, nvm i`ll still take it that i passed english! Nyahahaha. Malay sure fail. I dont understand a shit.
Chem and Dnt test, i copied alot XD. HAHAHAHA.
Shhhhh, secret ehhhhhh!
That`s all i guess?

Today.
Yes ah!!!! Friday! Wooohooooo! 2 days holiday!
Today was rather boring. First period english.
Did some comp shit. 3/4 of one page, i already wrote like 300+ words. Damn, my handwriting is super small can? But its nice. Way nicer than yours. (: .
Next was Dnt test. I change seat 2 times cos i wanna copy from friends. Lucky teacher is KUKU type one. HAHAHA. Managed to answer most of the question.
Wanted to skipped the rest of the lesson but teacher finding me! DAMN!
Talked to Girlfy awhile, she went home.
I must go back schoool. Get back our paper. Passed my maths!
Yay~

Will blog again later IF i have the time.
Actually there`s many things that i wanna blog about. But some cant remember already!.
Sad.

Babybabybabybaby, i love you oh so much.Noone can ever take your place.

Can you keep secrets?

2009-08-15T08:12:00.000-07:00

Morning, When tuition, didnt really study anything basically.
I went tuition cos i dont like mummy to freaking nag at me (:
Aft tuition i went to Friend house cos her house got salon to get a hair cut by her mummy.
Heh. Her mummy told me i look super fair compared to when i was in pri school.
Got A LOT of compliment by her and her friends (:
Was blushing all the way can?
They until want take pic with me XD!
WOOOOTS!
She gave me a discount so i paid only like 5 bucks.
Haha cos she said i was her daughter HANDSOME friend.
WOOOOHOOOO!

Supposed to work today but i cancelled it instead XD!
Decided to go town with Primary school friend.
Its beeeeeeeen a very very long time since we last met or hang out.
Met him around 4+ at yew tee.
Cab to Cathay at town there.
Bought ticket to..Erm Orphan!
Super scary can?
Hahaah lucky i got balls of steel and its super glued to me.
So it wont drop XD
LAMEEE SIAL ME!
Ate kfc while waiting, Smoke, Eat again...
Tummy big already D`:
Movie start, End ard 9.
Eat again >_>
Cab to stagmont park which was opposite my house.
Chit chat, Crapped ard.
Went home..

OHHH, I just cant live without you

DOTS

2009-08-14T07:57:00.000-07:00

Was supposed to work today but somehow the event got cancelled so i decided to go town with friends. I was supposed to meet up with them at Lot One at 3pm. Took my own sweet time instead, cos i was searching for cool hairstyle that suits me.Heh, will be changing hairstyle this Sun. Hopefully it will suit me ^_^.Gabriel mayb will accompany me. Okok back to my town thingy...
I reached Lot around 4+ instead. Poor thing eh my friend but who cares, they late, i wait. Now i late they must wait! Nyaahahahahas! Evil BOY! Ok lame.
Bus-ed to Lucky Plaza. Went to arcade straight. Play Sonic Blast Man. I was the weak-est larh can? What the hell?! The max i managed to score 74 D:
Weak lil faggot sial me.
Play-ed pool aft that.
Won some game, lose most of it. HAHAHA.
We ate at Mac for dinner. Actually wanted to eat at Pizza Hut but full house.
Cab t limbang. Dota, then head straight home.

Baby, i`ll do anything to make you smile again

Imy

2009-08-13T20:41:00.000-07:00

Imy imy imy imy imy.

Gahhs. Life sucks without you.

Hmph, ytd was seriously a bad day for me.

Left school around 2.30pm. Reached my house bout 10-15 mins later, but there was noone home. And i didnt bring my house key with me. Hp sot sot cannot call all. So i waited for maid under my freaking block. I waited for freaking 4 hours! What the fuck right? My maid was with my mummy all.They went shopping..... Tsk! Fuck them all larh. I decided to go limbang to meet my friends as i was getting bored waiting. Luckily i found them at there larh. They wanted to play Dota but... TOOO BAD i cant play cos i was wearing school uniform. CB! While watching my friends dota-ing, Farish girlfy asked me to accompany her take some thingy at CWP. We cab there and cab back to limbang. Heh. All she pay one (: . Slacked for awhile with them. Then went home~* During DNT lesson my class went to Comp lab. Wrote something random. And i did a seacrh on myself, I swear there is one guy that looked like me.*

Friday! Friday! Friday!

Woot, 2 days holiday! Sat and Sun!

Heh. School was supposed to end at 12.25pm for me. But i left school ard 9+. Heh. Me and friends went 302 for our breakfast there. Slacked awhile then went home straight.

Every night i before i went to bed, i wished that you will be back by my side. I want us to be back as per normal baby. I dont wanna loose you again. Yknw i love you alot and no matter how many times we quarrelled, the feelings for you will never change and you know that dont you? My love for you is strong and i hoped that yours is too.

Primary 2 or 3

Secretly missing you.

2009-08-12T01:16:00.000-07:00

Gahhhhs! What`s happening to me. I want to be back like last time.
Life sucks for me now. Cant concentrate on whatever i`m doing. Cant do thing properly EVEN styling my own god damn hair seems so hair now. Haix. Got back my english test today.
Guess what? I failed BY 0.5 marks. What the hell. I sat for the same freaking paper last year yet i still can fail. Fuck my english. Skipped maths lesson today. Went Lot 1 with friends cos someone had some issues with one pastamania worker. Gathered outside pastamania. Called him out. I swear his a fucking pussy. Waste of time only. TSK~~
Went home aft that.

Look baby, just take this as a obstacle that we faced. We will be back to normal okay? Somehow we will. I dont want this to end like this. You too right? Although i told you i`ll leave you alone for some time. I swear i cant do it. I wanna talk to. I missing you. I`m hoping you do too.

Baby text me.

What A Day

2009-08-09T09:37:00.000-07:00

Today was rather fun + tiring day. Left house around 3pm today. Bus-ed to Rudi block.
Smoke awhile then bus to Panjang to meet Pei Song. Planned where we wanna go first, we headed Cine-leisure(._.) Cos Pei Song wanna meet his friend. I swear his friend was a bloody joker. Funny guy. Lunch-ed at LJS,but i cant take my own sweet time to finish my food cos someone kor(Girlfy should knw who) wanna come. And we dont wanna meet him so we ate as fast as we can.Mrt-ed to City Hall,met up with PeiSong classmate and Junjie.
Decided to play pool for one game and i swear i suck at pool big time. But still manage to get a few points BUT its negative. Woooot~ I got talent man in pool,I swear! So anyone wanna play afew rounds of pool with me, do tell me and i shall keep myself busy on that day. One game 12 bucks. Expensive or what. We headed out of marina aft that cos fireworks gonna start soon.While walking, some dude gave Pei Song a card.He told Pei song to say the pledge, Me and Rudi were like `He Malaysia He Malaysia` Hahahahaha. When we reached outside, look at firework for awhile. Its seriously lame la the firework.Nth special. We re-unite with all of Pei song friend then we slacked all the way.
Wanted to cab home but no taxi~
So Mrt-ed home instead.
And now i`m waiting for girlfy movie to end ^_^.

Oh dear,I love having you by my side all the time. Its fun (;. And i`ll have more confidence in myself okay.
Ilymore&more (:

<3

2009-08-08T12:54:00.000-07:00

Okay,3 words.Fucking Tired Sial~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~!
I`m such a loner at work.
Friends all didnt work today. Sad.
Ok, Some facts about my work. It is filled with mostly CHINA workers. Fuck them, cant speak english well. I swear my english is WAY better than them (: .
My team leader also english fair. Still got the guts to say i never go school. DUMBFUCK.
Okok e.g. of my teamleader english.
Teamleader:Today we are going to serve Chinese dinner.
Teamleader:Make Sure you OPEN YOUR mouth when you give them the food.
Teamleader:You need to POTION all of the food.
There`s many more mistakes that he made.
Overtime again! Fucking regret overtime-ing today. Cannot hide D:
Girlfy pei me FOR FEW MINS only then she went lala land alr. #$%#%#%! (:
Worked till 2 today.
3.20++ Reach home ._.
Okok, I wannna sleeeeep nooooooooooooooooooow.
Bye FUCKERS.

OH YARH! ONE LAST THING BEFORE I SLEEP,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE(;(okay lame)

I want you to stay.Whisper to my ears that you will. Somehow, i kept thinking of you no matter what.Although how much stress am i facing, the thought of being with you will manage to wash the stress away.Like MAGIC!
Baby, your my one and only one.
i love you too much?I dont feel your love.

(:

2009-08-07T21:52:00.000-07:00

Work Work Work~
It was one of the biggest wedding. But i swear the couple face BOTH fucked up.
Hahaha.Was very lonely during overtime cos B never accompany me. Lazy pig.
Worked until 2 bla bla bla bla bla, Reach HOMEEEEEEEEE.
Will be working today._.

We started out as friends. Now we`re getting closer. I want it to remain this way~
Your the only one that i love. Heh,you should know that by now. You bring happiness into my life.Altough there is ALOT of Up and down it doesnt really matter right? What matters is we are together as ONE.
In love with you.
3 MORE DAYYYYYYYS

Where`s the time

2009-08-07T00:06:00.000-07:00

Friday friday friday. Fuck FRIDAY. Seriously waste of time coming to schooooool.

National Day Celebration today. Super boring because its lame. HAHAHAHAHA.

Was punished by DM cos i and Hafiz sat at express class place.We sat there bcos it has a better view. Fuck BPGHS. Good things=Express. Yeah Fuck it. So to all teachers teaching at BPGHS, Fuck YOU!

Me and Hafiz got detention._.!Cannot see the performance.

During detention, girlfy came.Heh, she never fails to put a smile on my face when she is with me.

AWWW.

Bla bla bla bla, went home.

Sunday sunday sunday! Anyone got plans? Must ajak me^_^

Prelims is coming BUT not for me. For girlfy. Yknow my girlfy is one lazy ass girl,study last minute one. Hopefully she manage to pass prelims with FLYING COLOURS.All the best to her and anyone that is sitting for any major exams this year.

In love with you,Yes. I`m waiting for you but your having fun now. Its unfair. Its running out soon.Yknw i`ll grant your wishes. You dont need to wait for a shooting star just to make a wish. Tell me and i`ll try my best to get it. Your love is the one and only thing i cant get enough of. And you know that dont you?All i need time and Happy meal and Donuts

EHHHHHH,SOOOOOOON 1000 already (:

Read this.

2009-08-05T02:40:00.000-07:00

Yes, i`ll be with you through it all. But are you willing to?
Although this realtionship is way way different, idk why i still love you the most.
No relationship that can make my heart to be broken. Only you are able to do that.
Your special in many ways. No words can describe how lucky am i to be with you. The love that i have for you will never go away.I dont want to be heartbroken by my own decission again.
Yes, you told you love me. But whenever you with your friends or in school, somehow u acted very differently. Why is that so?Are you shy? Embarrased to be with me?
I dont get it yknow. I wanna hang on on this relationship. Yes i really want to. The way your acting is making me to think twice. And i still wanna hang on to you aft i thought it twice. Maybe i need to think 3 times?! I wont seperate you and your friends yknw why? Cos some of your friends are my friends too. SOME ONLY. Not all. Baby, make a decision now. Change yourself? I`m trying my best to change. I swear i am. I dont think you would even FREAKING realise it cos your toooo BUSY having fun when i`m waiting for you. I do love you alot BUT do you really mean it when you said that you love me? Or its just empty words that your telling me? I really hope its not. I love you alot.

I need to fix myself

2009-08-05T01:38:00.000-07:00

Walked to lot 1 with Yuan Li cos we missed the last 307 bus.
I hate to walk early in the morning. I swear. I`ll get sweaty, i hate it when i`m sweating.
Took 300 to school
Pledge bla bla bla bla bla, lesson start.
First lesson was DNT. Surprisingly, i did most of the question on the paper that teacher gave. WOOOOHOOO, good boy ehhh!
Skipped Malay.
Form class was boring. Filled up 2 survey. One is about Sex thingy and the other was China thingy. Finished both, i went to my lala land.
Recess was next, i was waiting for someone BUT sadly she didnt came. Heh, Luckily Rowena pei-ed me. We chit-chat, she showed me something that shocked me out. Express student very WILD also.Haha.
English was next, didnt do Compo test cos i`m very lazyyyyyyyyyyyyy.
Skipped my last period.
School end.
HAHAHA.
Play-ed Basketball with a few of my classmates aft school.
2.30, attended Maths extra class.
HomeSweetHome after that.

Seriously what really matters is that we`re together. Past is the past. Its wrong to look back at the past that was filled with bad memories. It was my fault and i admit that. Idk why i`ll always start some misunderstanding when we are going sooo goood.Baby, no matter what, i love you and nothing will ever change the feelings that i have for. I`m sure about that.
Dont be a forgetful girl please. Cos where ever u go or whatever u do,i`ll be right here waiting for u.

Stupidity in me.

2009-08-04T00:12:00.000-07:00

HAVE FUN ROTTING AT HOME BRO

Twist and turn, i cant freaking sleep yknow. I stayed awake until 6am. ._.
Something bugging my mind.
I was freaking tired yet i went to schooool. How good am i?
First lesson was English, got back my compre test, I PASS SIAL ^_^v
2nd lesson was Lit. Lectured by Miss Foo, she almost cried T_T. So i apologies for what i had done.
PE was next, B-O-R-I-N-G siah. End of lesson got scolded from teacher. Tsk.
I`ll feel damn pissed and easily irritated when i`m damn tired, I`m sure u guys will too.
Bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla it was end of schoooool.
Slack with Gwee and Junjie for awhile. I dont understand what the fuck they are saying can?
Speak chinese all the way. For me i was busy emo-ing. D:

No words can describe how foolish i am. No words can describe how stupid i felt, not knowing that YOU tried your best to avoid it. I knew that my words that i said to YOU was unnecessary. I`m sorry. And i know that sorry wasn`t enough for you. I feel so empty without you. Its not even your fault yet i was blaming u. Yknow ily no matter what.

New hole

2009-08-01T20:39:00.000-07:00

Weeeee!~ I have an additional hole in me. Hahhaa. Okay lame. But who cares my blog. Okay lame. (: . Supposed to meet Girlfy 12.30 but i reached there a lil late cos i tot she will be late. Get it?Reached lot, smoke awhile then bus-ed to Far East with girlfy. When we reached there, we were lost.Thank to Fahmi. Want act smart but then he dont know where is the shop. Nyahahaha. Called Ashraf cos he knew where was the shop and we found the shop. Told the worker that i wanna get my tongue pierce. But BOOOOHOOO too bad, i have a short tongue. They didnt want to pierce for me. Girlfy ask me to get my smiley pierce but then smiley after a few months it will tear so it will be a waste of money only, 55 bucks somemore. She asked me to get my eye brow pierce. Tsk, crazy girl ._. We went to another shop, they allow me to get my tongue pierced. I asked ALOT of question. Heh, scared marh XD. But it turns out to be OKAY. (:
Strong BOY ^_^v. When home after that cos girlfy wanna meet her daddy and mummy to buy HP. Tsk ._.

I have been hurt my own dumb mistake i did in the past.Spending my life alone then was such a bore.W/o anyone that will brighten up my days or talked to.When u came back to my life again, somehow u took me away from the hurt that was hurting me.You certainly did. I tot that the hurt wont go away as it seems impossibe that u would will come back t me. Ily Oh So Much.OKAY.

Lazy to think.

2009-07-31T20:27:00.000-07:00

Work was fun yesterday. Very fun. Unversity Of something something WALES. WOOOOT.
Smart girl and smart boy partying like DOGS.Dancing like retard.Drinking SO SO SO much. Hahaha. I dont know why but i just love to see people getting drunk. So funny.
I worked till 2 am yesterday. Didnt manage to slack during OT cos there was like only 3 ppl OT. Fuck.
Luckily got one Fatty sms-ed me at that time (: . Oh i love that girl alot.
Aft work, we ate then change then waited for the transport.
Bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla, I reached home already.
Sadded, daddy left for oversea thingy for 1 month. His going to Cheeee-ka-los-va-kia (follow the pronunciation). Heh. His going for 3 weeeeeeks. Freeeedom.
My brothers going Brunei for 1 weeeeeek ^_^.
Ok done.

Make sure your happy now. I dont want you to be sad when your with me. B,If your happy,i`m happpppppy.

Post No. 20 ^_^

2009-07-30T02:10:00.000-07:00

Today is gonna be my blog special day ^^
It has 20 POST already. Ohmygosh. Haha. Okay lame.
Today was indeed another fucked up day at school.
Was not late for school but DM held me back aft school cos i skipped some stupid shit talk thingy on Tuesday.
Today, i got scolded from 2 teachers, One is from my Maths teacher cos i kept giving him stupid ans ^^. And another one is from Mr.Liw cos i wrote stupid answer on my quiz.
HAHAHAHA.
Example,
Q:What is the function of the new component?
A:Hmm,this is an interesting question.One in a million definitely.Argh it is there somewhere.Gahhs too bad i cant remember.
Alot more larh. In the quiz, i still manage to get a FEW question correct yknow. ^_^. Smart right?
Hehs.
Aft school, got detention cos of the stupid Tuesday thingy, stayed back till 4.30++. Then went home straight.

Deeper and deeper each day.

Such a waste of time.

2009-07-29T04:51:00.000-07:00

Didnt went to school today cos if i go, i`ll get a scolding from my DM cos i didnt report to him ytd. So i told mummy i was SICK with a temperature of 37.7 (:. She gave me money to see doctor.
Erm, reached poly about 10am. IT WAS PACKED WITH PPL LARH. Need to wait about 1hr30min++ just to see the doctor but it only took me 3min to leave the doctor`s room. TSK. I asked for One Day Mc cos i wanna go school tmr. ^_^v,Good boy right? I know. I left that place ard 12.30+
Meet Ashraf at his place. Met his mummy inside the lift.
HisMummy:U also live 4th floor?
Me:Nope,going to friend house.
HisMummy:What`s your friends name?
Me:Fahmi.
HAHAHAHA,Said wrongly XD.
Slacked at his house for awhile then we bus-ed to my house.
Bath-ed and changed, we went to meet Ayun cos we wanted to go for a Job Interview.
Its near City Hall. So we took 190 there. BUT TOO BAD the min age requirement was 17. WHAT THE HELLLLLLLL~. Waste my fucking time only. Hmph! Went Far East cos i wanted to check the tongue piercing price,IT IS EXPENSIVE LA. 70 bucks D:
FUCK. But no matter what, i`m still getting my tongue pierced.HOHO. (:
Mrt-ed back to Yew tee aft that. Dinner at KFC.
Went home aft that.
Phew, what a tiring day.

Hey girl, I miss you alot.

Looks like there`s no time for me.

2009-07-28T01:13:00.000-07:00

Tuesday, i was late for schoooool! I wanted to sneak away from DM BUT TOOOO BAD i was caught. >_>. Had PE today. FLOOORBALL, Stupid game. So i decided to play rough just to make it fun and indeed it was fun after that. Had Physics test after that. Erm, it was easy actually but i`m not so confident in myself larh so i`ll say it difficult just in case i fail XD. Heh. The remaining lesson wassssss BOOOOOORING. School life sucks!
After school waited for Girlfy BUT she got Time prac so she ask me to go home first.
TSK! SOO BAD ._.

Although i cant live without you. Being with you, i still feel so lonely. I spend like a FEW mins with you only today? Your always soooo damn busyy dont you know that? Do you know that? I want t spend more times with u. MORE time.But there is none left for me. Cos u rather spend time with your friends. DO you agree? :/ I cant live without u.SUNDAY AFTERNOOOOOON PIERCING ^_^.

BUUUUUUUULLY!

2009-07-25T12:55:00.001-07:00

Just came back from wooooork! Super duper tired.
Lazy to blog.
The reason i update its because of someone.
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Was tooo tired to think. Just came back from work ytd. Stressssss yknow. Tired. Work started at 6 pm till 11pm. Me and my working buddies decided to over time larhs. So i decided to join them ._. BAD CHOICE! Broke my shoe cos me and my working buddies were LOST. Cos we were like exploring the whole freaking huge place. We end up at the next building >_>. Hehs. I get paid to explore the building soooo GOOOD!.
2am, i went for supper with friends then waited for transport to bring me home (: .
Okay done~~~~

I want it to be this way, where there`s no more quarrel or any nonsense shits between us. ^_^

112 Apologies

2009-07-23T23:52:00.000-07:00

Yay, its Friday today! Tmr no schoooool BUT got tuition. Still need to wake up early! How stupid larh.Can enjoy my weeeeeekends,HOW SAD!
Went to school as per normal, English was my first period. Had compo test today,didnt manage to finish my compo on time BUT luckily teacher gimme extra time! WOOOHOOOOO.
2nd lesson was malay,skipped malay again,cmon larh my malay dont even bother to find me.HECK CARE me already i supposed )`: . Slacked with Gwee, Junjie and Hafiz during malay period.Very the boring yknow. Gwee and Junjie keep talking in chinese and i dont understand. SAD! 3rd period was the best larh. Keep making fun of the KUKU teacher. Hahas, stupid new teacher >_>. Last period is SS, No comments. (:
Aft school waiting for girlfy and JieLing, went somewhere to smoke.Then had lunch at Food Culture.Send Girlfy home aft that. Then i went to my HOME SWEET HOME.
What a B-O-R-I-N-G life i have.....
Gonna cut hair later.New hairstyle i supposed since someone asked me toooooooooo.
Oh yah, TODAY IS THE LAST DAY FOR MISS BEESTMA!That OH SO HOT teacher will be missed by me .Should take picture with her larh!Regretted ALOT.Curse my shy-ness for that.

Do you think we can last now? Tell me that we can♥

To Teachers

2009-07-23T04:10:00.000-07:00

Dear Mr Lim, if ur at this blog, please exit at once. I dont welcome teachers to my blog. I`m sorry but TOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO BAD its my blog. NYAHAHAHHAHAHAHA. If u want to come can larh but first u must own a blog of urself first. Then we link each other. Than we tag each other blog ok? ^_^
If u do read this. Do give me sweet the next day so i know u came here okays?
THANK U
Love Ur best student EVER, FAHMI AZRI ^_^ .

Btw, i cant get in trouble for this right teacher? My blog yknow (: . Hehs. I`ll entertain u here. Do read up okay.

Its my fault AGAIN

2009-07-23T03:18:00.000-07:00

It`s my fault again!It`s my fault again!It`s my fault again!It`s my fault again!It`s my fault again!It`s my fault again!It`s my fault again!It`s my fault again!It`s my fault again!It`s my fault again!It`s my fault again!It`s my fault again!It`s my fault again!It`s my fault again!It`s my fault again!It`s my fault again!It`s my fault again!It`s my fault again!It`s my fault again!It`s my fault again!It`s my fault again!It`s my fault again!It`s my fault again!It`s my fault again!It`s my fault again!It`s my fault again!It`s my fault again!It`s my fault again!It`s my fault again!It`s my fault again!It`s my fault again!It`s my fault again!It`s my fault again!It`s my fault again!It`s my fault again!It`s my fault again!It`s my fault again!It`s my fault again!

It will never gonna be your fault. It`s always mine. Cant u see thing from my point of view?
Cant u? U ask me to trust u. I began to trust u. Now what. U lied. AND ITS MY FAULT?
Haix. Thank u Brendon for being my listening ear. Owe u big time

I need to drink sooo badly now.

I just want to tell you so you know

2009-07-22T20:23:00.000-07:00

I know we quarrelled most of the time. And yes sometimes i tend to send random sms saying things that u dont wanna read. I cant helped it. And u knew why i tend to send those type of sms. I`m sorry AND yes i`ll learn to trust u more AND i must trust u no matter what. Give me time. All i need is time. All i want is to be like any other normal relationship. U mean the world to me. I do anything to make u smile. I will make u fall and no matter what i`ll be there by ur side through it all. Whenever i`m with u, the day grow longer and the night became shorter.I wanna spend all the time i have with u.Cause ur my true love and my whole heart. Do tell me u will stay and never ever walk away from me.

I am so damn BORED!
I am so damn BORED!
I am so damn BORED!
I am so damn BORED!
I am so damn BORED!
I am so damn BORED!
I am so damn BORED!
I am so damn BORED!
I am so damn BORED!
I am so damn BORED!
I am so damn BORED!
I am so damn BORED!
I am so damn BORED!
I am so damn BORED!
I am so damn BORED!
I am so damn BORED!

FEVER D:

2009-07-22T03:41:00.000-07:00

AWW! SAW THAT! 38.4 ^_^ . YAY extra holiday for me..

But my temp has actually went down from 38.7 to 38.4.

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I over reacted.

2009-07-21T22:47:00.000-07:00

Okay guys, Just to let YOU all know that Fahmi is quiting smoking (:
Hehs, his officially becoming a good boy alr ^_^
WEEEEEEEEEEEE~

Didnt have spare time ytd, so i did have time to post anything.
Ytd, i went Plaza to alter my new bought pants there. It cost me 5 bucks which is a reasonable price for me. The aunty told me to come back in 1 hour time. So i headed to some kopitiam beside Mayspring condo, If i`m not wrong its under block 163. Eat and slack for awhile, then i collected my pants back and when straight home. (:
As per normal, i met up with Rudi and WeiJie and Teck Whye Mac to study ^_^ .

Wednesday.( Day of Eclipse)
Today was a cold and boring day ever.
Dnt lesson was my first lesson, and i swear that Mr liw lesson is B-O-R-I-N-G.Whenever i enter Dnt Workshop, i always feel sleepy, as if there is a sleeping powder or smth >_> .
Dnt lesson ends at 8.45am, Me and friends decided to camp at canteen for the next lesson cos we wanna watch the eclipse thingy on tv (:
Although there is couple of teachers in the canteen during that time, it seems like there`s not even one teacher that care about us. We`re hopeless i guess? Or they dont mind that we skipped lesson O.O? So weird.

Went home straight aft sch );
Too bad i cant send girlfy home. She got LC D:!

There is something on my mind. And its bugging me. All i need is time. But ur always so damn packed. Can we ? Or we cant? I`m sooo confuse.
I think, i am gonna have fever tmr. I`m soooo Weak right now

ROT!

2009-07-19T07:59:00.000-07:00

Today was a boring day,SERIOUSLY. Basically, i woke up around 11am today. Rot at the sofa watching teeeveee,eating and waiting for Girlfy to sms me. Haha. Seriously, when i`m dead bored, i can EAT ALOT! I swear. I ate like 4-5 times for lunch today. Hehs. I drank alot of milo toooo. But the best part is, i dont need to wash all of the dishes that i use cos, i got maid to help me to do that! ^_^ . I rot at home until 6pm, then i decided to meet up with Rudi cos we wanted to slack at Panjang with WeiJie and LIM PEI SONG.
Slack until 9.30pm, we went home.
This is all i did for today! Tsk, What a boring day!

Aint no other girl can take your spot (:
(B, is it big enough for u alr?)

Sheeeeeesha

2009-07-18T06:31:00.000-07:00

Woke up around 1pm today.Was tooo lazy to attend work so i told them i`m still having flu.

Decided to go sheesha with friends ater in the afternoon. Met them at Lot One around 2.30pm+.

Mrt-ed to Bugis.

Had my lunch at KFC, we were sitting beside this group of minah reps(ahlians) larh. Cmon larh i`m sure they`re 20+ years old but they were talking bout dinosaurs all,FREAKING LAME CAN?I cant even concentrate eating larh cos those Minah Reps were talking nonsense all the time. Stupid.

We went to Arab Street aft that.

Firstly, we went to this shop,settle-ed down and ordered everything alr. One of their workers asked for our IC cos under 18 cant sheesha.Sad,I havent 18 yet. So i cant sheesha D: . We decided to find other shops so that we all can sheesha so that way, nobody will be left out (:

Aft walking around Arab street, we finally found a shop that allows under 18 to sheesha (:
We ordered our stuffs and began sheesha-ing.It was fun larh. We slacked,chit chat,drink and sheesha there for quite some time.Very relaxing. We went off from that place around 7pm.Seriously, sheesha was fun,Very fun.

Here are some pictures.

Baby, this time it will be a happy ever after and i`ll be urs.I`m sure about that.B,imy so much now.

I`ll QUIT ^^

2009-07-17T14:59:00.000-07:00

Hmmm, basically today i reach school around 6.25+am.DM didnt want to sign my attendance card for some unknown reason.. I think his having menses on that day.So DM told me to meet him aft sch then. Meet DM aft school already, send Girlfy home. (:
I met Rudi at YewTee after that cos we wanted to get our eye brow trim-ed.
Went straight home aft that cos i`m watching movie with Girlfy and friends @ Lot1.
The movie we watched was Obsessed.It was rather boring movie larh.Only 2 scenes were interesting, the car part and the cat fight. I`ll rate that movie 5/5 cos Girlfy intro-ed that movie(: . When the movie ended we didnt not know where to go next so all went their own ways instead. Send her home then i went to School to meet Rudi.
We planned to watch Harry Potter @ Lot 1.
It was okay larh.Alot of talking but very lil action.
Slacked with them until 6am then we went home (;

Your love is the one only thing that i cant get enough of.

Love me? Love me not?

2009-07-16T00:03:00.000-07:00

Hmm, i`m very lazy to blog today. But smth happened to me today so i decided to blog today just to show u(u know who u are) why i`m so mad at u.
-Slept at 1.30 am
-Woke up at 2am cos Ashraf sms-ed me
-Met him around 4am cos i wanted to buy ciggy that u want.
-Slacked until 5.30am then i went back home
-Get ready for school. Left home at 7am
-Missed the last bus.
-Decided to cab to school with Yuan Li and EggHead.

When school`s over, i`m supposed to meet Kely for lunch and smth else.GUESS WHAT, SHE CANCEL on me. Its okay cos she asked me to join her and friends for lunch instead. I agree-ed. Waited for her in front of school like a Dumb Fuck like that. Guess what, she went there with her friends first. WHAT THE HELL.
Sad larh. Few min also cannot wait. Knn Pcb. I cab back home cos i was too pissed/disappointed/sad to walk.

Maybe i`m going to town around 4pm cos i wanna buy something.Thanks to Rudi for pei-ing me.

Am i being unreasonable now? I woke up damn early just to buy the things u want. And this is how u repay me?Am i over reacting now?I dont mind waiting for u for hours but u cant even wait a few minute for me to walk back to school. It takes me less than 10 min to reach there. Cant u wait for me for 10 mins? Is this how u show ur love towards me? Is this what u`ll do to someone u love and care for? Or am i not the guy that u love and care for? If i`m not, do tell me. I wanna know.If ur friends think i`m fucking unreasonable, please tell them to talk to me tmr face to face okay? Dont talk behind me. (; . I`ll fuck them up hard.SO girlfriend, am i over reacting now? I know u wont text me now. I know u well. I`ll be waiting for u to do so.I`ll try to hold on and solve this shit cos i do love u alot.

Tuesday

2009-07-14T04:36:00.000-07:00

Didnt do anything interesting uh today.
It was like any other normal school days.I bring along a towel, soap and shampoo to sch as today i have PE lesson. So will bathe aft that. I dont like to be sweaty larhs D: .
Skipped my last lesson again but this time is was Maths lesson (: .
Waited for Kely FOR 3 hours if i`m not wrong. ( How good am i?)
Send her home again and i went home straight.

Love me like i love u. Cherish me like i cherish u. I love u so much that i cant bear to lose u once again. I`ll feel unsecure when ur not with me by my side. I do trust u. U brighten up my day when ur with me and i feel secure too. Remember the promises that u made today and dont ever break it.

Monday

2009-07-13T00:17:00.000-07:00

Today was a fucking boring day. Had DnT for 2 hours today. Sit until my ass pain siah. D:
Ate recess with XiangLing today.
Wanted to buy greeen tea at vending machine. I press Green Tea button come out Apple Juice!
Cb,somemore the vending machine ate up my one dollar. Cheat my money D:
Hahaa BPGHS owes me one buck for that. ( :
Hmm,skipped my malay lesson cos malay lesson is simply boring to me. I suck at malay and i`m proud of it! Hehs.
Waited for Kely aft school cos i wanna send her home(: (How sweet am i ?)
Went home straight aft that.
Maybe i`m going to study with Rudi and WeiJie later.
^^

I dont mind walking the extra mile with u. I dont care how hot or cold the wheather is.I dont mind waiting for u too.Cos all i want is to spend more time with u(:

Republic Poly

2009-07-12T05:00:00.001-07:00

Fristly i would like to introduce my `UNCLE` classmate.
His just 15 years old and still pure,i`m sure about that.
So girls,if u wan him do tell me okay, i`ll intro u to this Handsome boy.

Today i need to go to RP cos my school got drama thingy over there.Met Chenghan and friends at lot one around 1.30pm.Smoke-ed a few ciggy then we mrt-ed to Woodlands.We were lost for awhile as we didnt know how to go there._. .

Slack-ed at RP for few mins then we went into the theater. Tsk, going to RP was a total waste of my fucking time la. Sooooo Boring, cannot sleep also.Stupid noise kept me awake until the Drama end.When to Causeway food court for dinner.When straight home aft that.Seriously Drama was a freaking waste of time,all thanks to the teachers at my school for organizing it.

I wish and i hope that i can spend every moment with u.I need u by my side.

I Love My Girlfriend ( :

2009-07-11T12:38:00.000-07:00

Woke up around 8am++ cos i need to go tuition.Tsk, sian!But luckly the tuition was close for that week due to H1N1. Thank GOD larh.So went straight home then comp-ed until 12 noon.Hehs,busy promoting my BRAND NEW blog to friends.
Decided to ask Ashraf out as i was bored and helped me ciggy as his already 19 this year if i`m not wrong and i`m still 16 ): Still small boy.
Dota at limbang with Ashraf for 2 and the half hour then went home aft that cos i have to work todayyyyy.
SIAN!!!!

Met Zul and Hairi a.k.a my working buddies at CCK interchange,MRT-ed to City Hall.
Work-ed until 2am ._. Very long right? Hahaha. Cheebye,tiring siahhh.
Tsk tsk tsk, i think that`s all larh. Too tired to think alr. Brain molucules are reducing fast.
Good Night. (:

Lastly, Kely! I love u! I really do. I`ll stand by you thru THICK and thin. We`ll find solutions to every problems we face tgt. I want this to work out this time round. So i`m letting u to call it off if u want to, I wont say it. I promise that we`ll last . <3
Wo Ai Ni

Fahmi. ^^

2009-07-10T10:03:00.000-07:00

Hey, your blog is done! ^^ Hope you like it, and i took less than 1 hour to do it man, ha ha! Pro right, hahaha! :/ Anyway, can i praise you? You're very cute man, haa! Anything can look for me yep, i will be obliged to help you. :)

Alright, shall stop here then, takecare! ;D

Waiting

2009-07-10T08:22:00.000-07:00

Once again, i decided to create my own freaking blog.
But there`s ONE small lil problem, i dont know make it nice only ):
How sad.
Kely told me she`s gonna help me tmr but what the heck, I`ll try to do it myself this time.
But it turns out that Brendon and Emily help me ( :
Thank u aye so so much.

Hmm, today so rather boring.
Went to freaking school as per normal. Nothing special happened today.
Only that i kena PANG SEH by that special someone.
So aft sch i went to LIM PEI SONG a.k.a Pei Pei house instead.
Slack-ed for few hours then smoke one stick then went home alr D; .
Took a nap as i`m meeting Rudi a.k.a AhFat around 9++.
Ate chicken chop at 302 then fly back home alr.

Hehs, i have been spending money quite alot sial these days.
Saving plan failed again thanks to ciggy, food and other stupid stuuuuuuuuffs.
D:

Change Your Mind,And we will start a brand new story together.(: